actually jinx means curse, but itz for you to decide whether this would represent a jinx or a blessing instead. I personally see it as an experience that God uses to teach me to "grow"
Life isn't about us being comfortable in the present.. it's about how us being "comfortable" in the future.. - as in after our time here on earth. So, it's not about being logic.. or being good or bad.. it's way bigger than that!